Recovering from an eating disorder (bulimia, in my case) as explained by Crystal Renn. 

Although it’s very hard to put into words all the sadness and darkness that I had within myself, this is very accurate. 

I can absolutely relate with the weight gain happiness. You’re not “supposed” to be gaining weight, you should hate it. But it means health, it means peace and it means the end of a very hard battle. Then you find happiness within yourself and life just kinda falls into place. 

(Source: heatherhazzan)